Fractions

Do you now see that there are two halves in you? An observation, as such, is easily seen and documented by two key elements. One such element, is what comes from your mouth. Do you not see that your speech and your words are guided by what you already have in your heart? It is the most difficult to see because of your blindness and your arrogance. You do not see because you do not wish to see, because you find the darkness an easier feast than the light. Without the light, life is easy and the entrance to your empty unhappiness is free of charge. The second element, is what you do. Your actions display and are guided by the contents of your heart. Your actions are not thoughtful, but selfish and have fallen away from love. Watch how your anger arises and conflict prevails when your little world is compromised by others. Can you now see your blackened heart? You have tried to be spiritual and it worked for a while, or so you thought, but it was not guided by light. It as guided by darkness disguised as light and your egoism has finally exposed your "falsely" lived little world. You are split and your true conscious is telling you this. So now you have come to your wits end, even though temporary, and you don't know what to do. It would be a mistake if you think you have the power to change yourself. This is what you have already been doing and it didn't work. It would be double jeopardy to try it again. There are many who scream this is what insanity is. A practical approach would be, from this very moment, to observe your words and your actions. There is no need to run off and look for a new philosophy. It is all with you right now. Take a moment to see you have taken the light for granted. When done properly, forgiveness is lovingly at work. Take notice of your thoughts and how they rush to fight against this notion. Beware, it is their nature to do so. You can do this today and just for today. Blessings, r