Regeneration

Lay down your books, put away your sword and armour and go experience the world. Involve yourself with your life and the daily gifts and beauty that surround you. See what is there. The books will wait and the shield never again needs to be picked up. You have enough knowledge crammed in there. It will come out when it is right. You have yourself, but do not know it. Even the ants have become more proficient than you.